sheila

I'm going through alot of changes too. My fiance is an alcoholic. I have been on this rollercoaster ride way to many times. I am now at a realization in my life that I must make a change. I have screemed at him, cryed, tryed to control, you name it. It does not work. You must give it over to a higher power. Whom ever you choose to call it. Mine is God. I give it to him becasue, it it too much for me. I'm finally able to live without being in constant fear of the what ifs. I still have these fears but, I am trying to take action to make positive changes for myself. Be good to yourself and do the next right thing and all these things will pass. They really will.:)