I advise, long distance relationship does not work. If you have doubts with trust,then you really do not have a future with this person. If you intuition...
What you have is great. There are women want to have your life( married to a great husband and kids). It seems to me you are so focus on your husband...
The answer is "Yes You Can". Just because your father is avoiding your fiance phone call pemission for marriage is not a great reason to put your life...
Thank you Lizzie314 for your answer to my question. I am not giving up; just past relationship is a lessonlearn. An not to allow same mistake to occur...