You are clearly dealing with a very tough situation, meself. I admire that you are able to step back in the midst of it and remember what your values...
Kuroamurai - It sounds like you have been struggling with quite a few things at once, which I'm sure can be very overwhelming and make it even harder...
I can see that you have a real caring heart, just from the few words you shared here. It sounds like your desire to help others has guided you in some...
One thing you could try is to think about a time when you felt really excited or engaged or satisfied about what you were doing. Where were you? Who...