I also got really excited and thought you would just eat handfuls of sprinkles all day (rainbow colored ones, of course). Salty flavor crystals aren...
Since you sound like you're hurting right now, it might be best to cut back on your contact a little bit. It's so difficult to move on mentally that...
The online shop called endless has a nice selection and it's less overwhelming than zappos: http://www.endless.com/ Randomly, some catalogs like Newport...
I've been in your situation before...I think you should trust your gut feelings to a point. Everything's new and exciting but if you take it slow in...