I was an unruley woman with a huge grudge against life.. I

I found myself in prison and knew something had to change and i realized it was me. I had to forgive myself. I had to forgive others. Once i did i was ready to start the healling process. I am not done yet i still have set backs. But I made myself more aware of what I do and say and believe. Life isnt the enemy. We are are own. Not living it to the fullest was what made me miserable. Now i enjoy what has been there all along but i was too blind to see.