Regret

It all began about 28 years ago in the 7th grade i met my future wife in social studies class. We became friends and i am sure you are thinking thats sweet child hood sweet hearts well not exactly far from it we became friends and nothing more. Ofcource i liked her more than she did me but that was ok. So years went by sometimes i liked her sometimes she like me but we never dated during those years of school.We graduated and even went out on a couple of dates but that was it. anyway about a year went by and i was working when i heard my name i walkd over and it was her 7 months pregant! I was shocked it wasnt mine we never had sex during those couple of dates.well that would be the last time i saw her for 4 months. I saw her and i was like can i call you every once in awhile and she said yes. Well we strated dating i really didnt think it would get serious i was only 21and she had a kid. well we did get married and we had tough times as all marriages do but we got thorgh them. But the last 2 years have been hell and it is all my falut ill be the first to tell you. i became invalved in friendship with a coworker nothing sexual ever happened but that doesnt matter i screwed up we tired to get past it but i guess it was to much for her to overcome. After all this happend i realized how much i turely love my wife but its over now and i will regret it for the rest of my life that i lost her. My 20 year relationship with possiable my ture love is done because of my stupidty so take it from me dont do what i do stay true to each other no matter what. thanks for listening.